Dear diary,
It was around 6p.m. and I was surfing net for no good reason. I opened my facebook and checked "Close friend" bar to see "HIS" recent activity but I could find none. I opened what'z app and saw his last seen which was a day back. I closed my eyes, a tear slit down my cheek, I wiped it and opened my call log in my cell. I saw our month back call log. It said "3 hours 47 minutes"
Suddenly a cute smile embraced my lips. No diary, we didn't had a fight or something, I am crying and distressed because I am missing him, missing him a lot. You know diary, there used to be a time when we used to talk, talk for hours that too almost everyday. There used to be a time when a single day seemed so big and incomplete with his sweet words. Those silly fights, those lovely good morning and good night msgs, those adorable talks, those never ending conversations but I don't know why now suddenly things have changed. Now we talk less, very less and that too very normally. He says he is busy.
I don't understand how come all this happened. Obviously I am not liking it coz somehow I am not used to all this. At times I feel like he is ignoring me, like he doesn't like me anymore, as if he lost interest in me but diary, there is a thing called "UNDERSTANDING" and you know what, I have decided to give him time and understand him. It's like just coz he isn't conversing with me like months back he used to do doesn't mean he don't love me anymore. At times, other things like studies, job, profession are also on a higher note and one can't judge love on the basis of the number of minutes one conversed or the number of hours one met.
Now I have understood this thing so I don't get hurt like before. Now I understand that time and distance can't ruin love if it's true. Being busy can't affect love. He loves me and I know that so how does it matter if he isn't conversing with me everyday? Yes, I do miss him badly, I do miss our dialy conversations a lot but it's ok. I need to understand him coz this is what true love is all about
"LOVE IS UNDERSTANDING YOUR PARTNER"
Now that I know that he loves me, now that I trust him to the core, I can say that I miss you and I love you and I want you to talk to me like before but even if it'z not possible, just keep on loving me and be with me forever and ever coz this is what I desire to the core
It was around 6p.m. and I was surfing net for no good reason. I opened my facebook and checked "Close friend" bar to see "HIS" recent activity but I could find none. I opened what'z app and saw his last seen which was a day back. I closed my eyes, a tear slit down my cheek, I wiped it and opened my call log in my cell. I saw our month back call log. It said "3 hours 47 minutes"
Suddenly a cute smile embraced my lips. No diary, we didn't had a fight or something, I am crying and distressed because I am missing him, missing him a lot. You know diary, there used to be a time when we used to talk, talk for hours that too almost everyday. There used to be a time when a single day seemed so big and incomplete with his sweet words. Those silly fights, those lovely good morning and good night msgs, those adorable talks, those never ending conversations but I don't know why now suddenly things have changed. Now we talk less, very less and that too very normally. He says he is busy.
I don't understand how come all this happened. Obviously I am not liking it coz somehow I am not used to all this. At times I feel like he is ignoring me, like he doesn't like me anymore, as if he lost interest in me but diary, there is a thing called "UNDERSTANDING" and you know what, I have decided to give him time and understand him. It's like just coz he isn't conversing with me like months back he used to do doesn't mean he don't love me anymore. At times, other things like studies, job, profession are also on a higher note and one can't judge love on the basis of the number of minutes one conversed or the number of hours one met.
Now I have understood this thing so I don't get hurt like before. Now I understand that time and distance can't ruin love if it's true. Being busy can't affect love. He loves me and I know that so how does it matter if he isn't conversing with me everyday? Yes, I do miss him badly, I do miss our dialy conversations a lot but it's ok. I need to understand him coz this is what true love is all about
"LOVE IS UNDERSTANDING YOUR PARTNER"
Now that I know that he loves me, now that I trust him to the core, I can say that I miss you and I love you and I want you to talk to me like before but even if it'z not possible, just keep on loving me and be with me forever and ever coz this is what I desire to the core
What about someone persuaded herself with these excusses and found herself out of his life by msg saying better 4 both of us to end this relation.
ReplyDeleteGud one yaar!!!!!! i jst love it!!!!!!! U just reminded me of myself...actually my luv Stays abroad..Even at first i also use to think like tht only but now i understand him tht its his responsibility so he need to stay there if not he'll never let me be alone!!!!!! I also use to feel tht He's ignoring me but now i understood tht he treats me as his life so he cant ignore me...Now i trust him tht as he always proves his honesty by saying every stupid thing he do's in my absence.i really love him and i trust tht he loves me more than i do.........
ReplyDelete@asmaa Radwan
ReplyDeletethen that guy doesnt deserve such a love at al :)